Why do I start bawling my head off every time I try to up a tampon in?

i think it may be a psychological thing... like you ociate the tampon with something else(a maybe?) that you're just not ready for and that's why you get upset... i know i couldn't use tampons for a long time! i was d when i was 14...and started at 14 1/2... i couldn't stand the thought of something going inside me again! it maybe different for you... just the thought of something being inside you at all! and for years i tried to use tampons but would cry and get nauseous. finally after going through some therapy i realized that the was why! maybe talk to a counslor that you trust to see if it's something along these lines. such as not being ready for ANYTHING to be up there. i hope this helped!